Sorry for the long absence, i have my reasons. I just noticed how out of depth i am with drawing right now. Will explain later.

This place is going to be cleaned up a little once i get my head in gear and i learn how to draw "correctly" (See "Something I'm happy with, it doesn't feel like I'm improving)

As i say before, i will explain later. Just bare with me.

When updating schedule's as bad as these, is there even a point? Do people even read my stuff here and there? I wish i knew. It feel's like i'm talking to myself.

I'm going to be quick here, I've been working on some drawings. Trying to learn how to do lineart and coloring better. That Charmander/Charazard drawing has lineart, and i've started coloring it. I've also done lineart on another drawing of Karin White of All my friends are Robots, Which I'm more happy with. Another drawing is coming up soon, just need to start on it, and maybe i might get to color that too.

There is a slight problem, however. It appears that i've been, for the past few months, When it comes to doing Love and Chaos, been hit with Al De Baran syndrome. If your unaware, and chances are you are. Al De Baran was one of the more popular Ragnarok Online comics that started way before Love and Chaos did. Al De Baran ended up going in indefinite hiatus after so long, normally it was just late pages and the odd hiatus here and there. When i started Love and Chaos a few years ago. I was expecting my comic to go in a sudden death hiatus a few months after starting. Not ended up being the fricking last one standing. And, to be honest, From what i can see anyway. The Ragnarok Online comic scene in Drunkduck.com (Or "The Duck" as it's called now, I'm too used to Drunkduck) is pretty dead. Forgive me if I'm wrong, but it feels pretty dead to me. I'm pretty sure it's due to Drunkduck having that facelift back when the website was unstable to all hell, kinda still feels like that too.

One of the flaw's about the newer version of Drunkduck is that, that bugs me to all hell that i don't know what to think about it any more is that, for older comic's anyway... i think, it doesn't show page views. Total page views is permanently stuck for me at 0. So i have no indication if people are really reading this or not. At least before the massive facelift, i had a slight idea if people where reading. Chance's are it wasn't 100% genuine as it felt a bit too good to be true. But the page views where apparently going up and it was motivating. I can't see the page views going up by itself for shit's and giggles if no one is really reading it.

Another thing that bugs me with updating Love and Chaos is the story... it just, doesn't feel that thought out now. Pretty much everything has been thought of on the fly. And there are loads of discontinuity's and stuff. I don't know what other people think, but it just doesn't feel right to me. I read some of those pages and i think to myself "...what the fuck have i been thinking with this?" because the quality of the story just feel's iffy to me.

Now, I'm happy with the 40 pages i did here. The remake of the First Chapter. I have said to myself that what i've done here, can basically stand on it's own two feet without the time traveling and stuff. So not everything bugs me. But when it comes to trying to start on the next chapter. I often find myself asking myself questions about it's quality. I have the time to do them, but it's a mix of "Are people really reading this and is the quality good enough all round", "I can't think what happens next, how will i do it this time?" and "...Can i really be arsed?".

When it comes to trying to start on LAC, it just feels like my head is full of shit. And i honestly don't know what to do. I'm kinda tempted to just leave it, yet it would feel like i've betrayed those who have been reading it, in a bit of a cliff hanger too.

Fuck knows, i need to think about it more. If i come to a conclusion, I'll mention it here. Help would be very appreciated to help me decide.

Anyway, On the slightly bright side. I have a tumblr for all my rants and random stuff. Go ahead and watch me. I've made it so i can basically put in whatever i want in tumblr, and anything work related can be placed here. It should for the most part make it more clean. And i wouldn't mind random questions and stuff. Shameless Advertisement ho!

...I just noticed i already mentioned it before, fuck it. Take two.

[link]

Just going to update the journal quickly. Seeing that i haven't and not doing so makes me look dead. But, there's not much of a difference.

First off, I think i might try and have an active tumblr account. The main idea being that i just update it when i have some time. As its more... Blog like. And i want to talk about more than just me failing at drawing stuff. For now, excuse the near emptiness. I only have one real upload and that's about "Evil Zone", if you guy's remember that. I should really draw Setsuna again. And stuff. So yeah, Check that out. It has Gaming, Stalking, Rants and whatever can be found in garage at the time.

[link]

I think i might upload a piece on Ragnarok Online...

I'll try and get into starting the next chapter of Love and Chaos. I was planning for last week. But then i got my ass kicked by a nasty little illness. And that pretty much knocked me out for the entire week. That was nasty. Haven't been unwell like that in such a long time. It's about time i get started on that next chapter.

All my friends are robots is going along slowly and nicely. The first area is nearly done. Just need to do a few little cut scenes and then i can move on to the next area. The idea for that is that i work on it at least once a week. Considering i have days off from college. This should be manageable for someone like me who never plans stuff out... Until i end up getting a part time job somewhere. But for now, this little schedule will work out nicely.

This schedule will also hopefully allow me to work on Question of Loyalty. I am so bad when it comes to keeping that updated. And i think i should try and change that.

I should apologize on the lack of streaming i was planning to do doing the summer. It's kind of hard for me to settle a time for doing that. And even if i did settle a time to stream, even just a hour or two of X-com. I have to hope that my internet hasn't been capped. And if that was to happen, Then i simply cannot stream. Three episodes where done of my time attempting to play X-Com. And the streaming where "successful", so i know i can do it. It's just my time and upload speed that are the main problem.

I should really just post some video's or something. Anyway, i uploaded those streams onto YouTube. If you want to watch my time on X-Com, and other small stuff. And maybe stuff in the future. Then here you go. Enjoy and give me feedback, that would be lovely.

[link]

Anyway, im going to get back to work on All My Friends are Robots. Sorry for the lack of everything as usual.

Hey folks, hows it going?

I come with some news. Yes, i know i haven't uploaded anything in a while since the requests. I've been busy with a few things. I did say i have some news. Let me tell you about it.

So, for a while. I've been wanting to get started with video making or streaming games and stuff. Maybe even streaming me drawing or whatever. I'm still working on ironing out the tinks, seeing that i started this experiment on Sunday. Tried again on the Monday after my internet sorted itself out and now i have what i think is pretty decent stuff for a beginner.

...The bad news is, you'll be hearing my voice... I dont like my voice that much, but I'm going to have to get used to it, is it really that bad? I would like to know.

So, here's some of my test footage from earlier on Monday, Using Disgaea 1 - Hour of Darkness as something to stream as i try and get this working. This was the result i was most happy with - [link]

Edit - YouTube link - [link]

Then later on, out of sheer boredom in both ends. i ended up testing the stream with League of Legends, With Nao, surprisingly enough. Fun was had. Even if we where just experimenting with bots. I doubt anyone watched this happen. Seeing that it's a league of legends game, a test stream. And i wouldn't touch e-sports with a 10 foot barge poll.

Funny how i show the test footage to Nao and she instantly jumps at the chance to be the co-star... I have no problems with this. Chances are we might end up streaming Portal 2's co-op and stuff like that. Heck, i could even stream the Zelda games and Ragnarok DS and stuff... So much to do...

Just bare in mind, these stream's do involve a bit of swearing, and taking the piss out of things. I'm sorry if you happen to be french here and get offended with my frequent running away jokes. But as my dad has taught me - "What's funny is funny"

[link] - A hour long, a good trial by fire for the streaming software and stuff.

Edit - Youtube link - [link]

-The Short video with Nao was deleted by request, it wasn't much anyway-

I should really have a blog i can write this stuff at and keep deviant art for more artistic stuff. But I'm working on that. Dunno if i should use Tumblr for rants and shit like that. Everything is a work in progress. But i think I'll be enjoying streaming. So keep in the lookout for that.

Anyway guys, I'll catch you all later. I hope you all enjoy the footage I've shown. Feedback would be awesome!

-Windy :3

Going to make this pretty quick and snappy. I'll be giving out Free Requests (Aint Pro enough to be doing commisions and shit for money, just not pro enough. Would be nice though to earn a little extra money here and there, but i doubt that will happen any time soon) of whatever you people want, seeing that i have loads of time and such. Of course, i'll be taking requests within standards of course. Use your comon sense and all that and we should be fine.

So, who wants some requests done? :3

And by the way, I can draw too. Im not all sprites!

Once i post some more stuff, i'll give you the run down. I think i have a lot planned for the Summer and the future...

Muwhahahahahaa... >:3

(What? I want to practice my evil laugh...)

Just bare with me. I'd like to get some stuff to show before i was to update.

Sorry about this, Im really fuckin' bad when it comes to updates since ever. Really bad habbit i should try to stomp out.

We'll see what happends, Expect something in the future, hopefully!

Hey people, just going to do a quick little update here since i havent updated in a while. Going to keep this rather short since im close to falling asleep on my keyboard.

Yes, i am aware that i am a lazy bastard when it comes to updates, you dont need to remind me. However, this isnt the topic i had in question.

Really, i just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.  ^^

Im going to make this journal entry quicker than the last few times where i ended up ranting on like a old man.  So dont worry! I'll make this more short and snappy than normal.

So, Last time i ranted on about me losing my structure due to not being in school for the past few months. Which sucks as my entire structure got buggered up big time. I dont need to worry about that as much now since im now in Collage, which freaking rocks. If i knew collage would be this enjoyable i would had left high school last year. But, then again. If i left High School last year then maybe i wouldnt had gotten into this course im in, that deals with Website and Games design.

Kinda strange how i used to be in school for 5 days a week, Monday to Friday and now i only go to collage in Wednesday to Friday. Im not exactly complaining. I hate mondays as much as the next person. I think my sleep paterns are allways going to be fucked though. Unless i get a job somewhere to keep me busy. I kinda should try and get money for building a new computer. And who knows? I could start on Lets Plays and stuff.

So, as i said. Im slowly getting back to the Jist of things. Love and Chaos, back in Drunkduck has been getting updated for 4 weeks now. Seeing that the website is stable enough for me to start again. On the Project Gunslinger side of things... Yeah... Back of my mind, havent really gotten to thinking about it much. Have been running a few things in my head. I think what im going to do is concentrate in the Prologue. Which takes us back to World War 1. The events from the Great War shape up the Modern day world of Project Gunslinger, Along with other things.

I dont know when i'll be uploading drawings, annoyingly i dont have the patience at times to draw. I think i've said this before. Once i get the right mindset then yeah, im sorted. Just need a bit of time.

Damn i want to play Ragnarok Online 2 (Legend of the Second). Its one of those games im paying close attention to, and as soon as i see a private server for that thing. Expect me there with Bells on, Oh yeah. Rogues can Moon Walk now (appears to be a passive though), but Assassins are the one's able to backslide now... I guess some things never change, such as my CBD.

Anyway, I'll catch you all later. I'll see about trying to get my update on. :3

(Or, how I completely suck at updating and thats going to bite me on the ass in the future)

Hey people, Im still here. I just have been... busy... with.... well... stuff...

I cant say that with a straight face, really. So i'm going to be honest here, For the past few months, say May i think, or just before May. I pretty much left High School, apart from having exams to go to on June. I had pretty much left school. After i finished my exams in June i was finished entirety as i had done those exams and was now on my extended summer holidays...

Now, here lies the problem. School takes up a large portion of your younger days. You get up at the same time, you go to school for most of the same time. You have this "Structure" that you don't quite notice until you leave school for good. Because you had something to do (Maybe not the most satisfying thing since school can be boring if your not interested with what's being taught) you had that Structure. This helped with my updating to be honest. Now, "School" has recently just started in Scotland. And do you know what?

Yeah, i miss it. I miss having that structure, But as much as i miss being at school, I wouldn't want to go back to high school since i want a fresh start, and maybe earn myself a fricking social life that i'd want. Trying to get into Collage however has been a massive pain in the ass.

I never thought i'd say i miss school a few months ago, but its funny how irony works that way. If it is Irony.

Hopefully things will change and I'll get into collage and then I'll get that structure i miss. I'm just haven't had the motivation to do anything artistic due to having nothing to do... (Plus, when it comes to Love and Chaos. I'm not feeling exactly "motivated" to do that until Drunkduck becomes more stable. And what would be the point of updating if not many people would notice i've updated? How would i get new readers if it doesn't show up as a new update in the front page?)

Just bare with me when it comes to updates. Alright? Love and Chaos will start to get updated when i feel is the right time. But its not quite that time just yet.

Im going to be helpful here. And put my Two Page rant about trying to find a Ragnarok Online server away from my main page. Seriously. It is huge. And i wasnt intended to make such a huge rant... ^^'

Apart from looking for a RO server, having my sleep paterns screwed over since leaving school which is leaving me waking up at the afternoon. Trying to find a collage placement which hasnt gone too well so far... and other things like turning 18. (Thanks for saying happy birthday to those who said it.)

- Love and Chaos should be starting soon. I'd imagine August the 6th will be the day i start chapter 7. Drunkduck has gotten more stable (I know its called the Duck now, but im too used to it. Its like calling Munak Monak. Bare with me). I have yet to do the comic layout and cover and stuff.

- Project Gunslinger is getting around slowly, concept wise. I've written some more stuff about characters and stuff. And i have drawn a bit. I think i might do a world map soon and show it about, with writing of stuff. Of course, i still to this day have no idea how to do it. It would be cool to create character models like in Mabinogi but i just don't have the resources. (3D making programs, decent computer that doesn't bloody crash when viewing youtube stuff...)

- I have grown out of Call of Duty, seriously. Fuck the series, I'll be trading my call of duty games in for something more worth my time. I might get Modern Warfare 3 but, i don't know if i can cope with the ammount of nonsense or staleness that the next rushed off COD game will bring out. Heck, i snapped my Modern Warfare 2 disk. I've never done that before! (I have no regrets though)

- Drawing wise... I'll draw when i want to, not when i need to. This might bite me on the ass later on in life though. I've always been like that. I don't have patience unlike some people. (To this day, i don't know how Kaolyne can update so much, i think he's crazy or brave. or both. But he can do some great stuff.) I am really a lazy bastard when it comes to drawing... -_-'

- Operation "Naomii should get a Deviant Art account" is still not sucessful. I havent tried it in ages. Still think she should.

- Must advertise my DA page more...

Yeah, The rant link is here - [link]

Enjoy my mindless rambleings. Im sure im not drunk... Or am i?

Nah im not. Dont worry. I havent buckled under peer pressure and stuff, causing me to drink alcohol and stuff. So dont worry. alcohol is the devil and all that jazz. Just dont worry about it. Im not that sociable right now to start drinking alcohol. Anyway. Seeyahs :3

I've not done much being 18 as of yet, I've not had the chance to draw much and my my sleep patterns are proper fucked since leaving school, I'm bored so I'm going to write some random nonsense. Like always. I'm still not sure how many people read this out of interest. But I'll carry on, because why not? It kills time.

So, For many months, i have been trying to get back into Ragnarok for a range of reason, feeling a bit nostalgic, being part of Guardians of Ragnarok in which I've done bugger all basicly community wise apart from submitting my Love and Chaos pages, And just plain bored, I've had nothing to really do, And also, since Mabinogi hasn't had a update in Christ knows how long. And i've done pretty much everything leading up to the "Metagame", which I don't give a crap about. Ragnarok Online is... well, to me anyway. A very hard thing to get back into. Why would that be?

Choice. Too much Choice

There are so many servers now. (Looking at "Rate my Server", the website i use to check up on new servers and try to find one, aswell as check about item drops, monsters, maps, blah blah blah) So much choice. And... i don't know where to begin. Do i go with something easy with a few aids such as the Healer and Warpers and the Job Changer, or do i go a bit more exotic for a change and try a server that's not got them and attempts to become the original RO Experience, or i might wing it and try to Role Play, something i haven't done since my Gaia Online days (Thats something that ive not been going to in Years, i suppose i "Grew" out of it). This has been something i've not been sure about doing. I look at it as a Newbie who hasnt played RO. Because im trying to get a friend to try it with me. (No need to guess who.) Would my friend be able to cope with such things? Or will that learning curve be a bit too much? Or could it just be boring? I guess one of the main reasons why i played Mabinogi for so long was because the Combat was fun.

Its not just spamming F1 repeatedly till monster dies. It was more interesting where you couldn't exactly spam said skill to win. And that was something i loved from Mabi. The Learning Curve was something. But we got over it, and those Goblin Archers that always fucked our shit up when we where newbies cant do it as much... once in a blue moon if I wasn't paying attention. The Combat was rewarding, And i loved it.

The thing with RO is, I'm feeling Nostalgic. This was the first MMO i really got into, Back in Age of Chaos, which someone advertised back in Gaia Online (I think thought that was a Naughty thing to do, You couldn't and still cant talk about Private Servers). After the Typical Runescape that was big in my Primary school and Conquer Online, which hasn't changed much since i first played, I think anyway. Looking at the website now i can see there are Ninja's and Monks. Monks are fine, but Ninja's? I thought we where in China here. (Looking at the Avatar Pictures that look like characters from Dynasty Warriors/Romance of the Three Kingdoms.)

Anyway, back to RO. There was stuff i just loved about RO. The Graphics, the Music. Being a Rogue and hide/backstab spam anything that moved. The Community i was in. Just stuff like that. But, i cant seem to find a server that im interested in, looking at all these servers in Ratemyserver.org, This "Renewal" thing that RO has been going though for the past 2 or so years is something i'm not too sure about. Sprite wise, since i'm still doing Love and Chaos, This is great as i get more sprites to play about with such as mounts for all classes. But game play wise. If they bugger this up and lose the original charm of RO then it will just become another MMO.

There has been a few things keeping me back from getting back into RO. Wings being one of them. I cant stand them to be honest. Something about the balance of them and they just look plain ugly to me. Another just being the Community. I cant seem to find a balance between too little people and too many people. Quietness bugs me. And so dues Busyness. Which would lead to lag and stuff. I also notice that a huge population of players in said server are AFK being merchants. Which pisses me right off. Again, i don't know why. The main town happend's to be a custom made thing that looks like a mish mash of stuff, stuff and more stuff just... doesn't feel right.

Another thing that bugs me is that i cant have my hair i normally have on "Windy". Have a look at my Avatar. Somehow, i cant get that hairstyle with that colour when i start off. I might be seen as being nit picky but seriously. I like my main character being "Me". That character has grown on me.

( Out of topic wise, At least it isn't something absolutely retarded that i cant stand but rant about while playing. The recent S4 league patch has done a complete overhaul of the lobby and stuffs. Now getting rid of the lobby system where you could move about in the lobby, and jump on other players heads to make a tower was a bad idea because that was one of the nice things that made S4 League. Changing the menu's to a messy cluster fuck is also something dumb. But who's bright idea was to use FUCKING COMIC SANS as the font in game? Bloody idiot. Whoever that was. He needs to get slapped. If it ain't broke. Don't fix it. And there was nothing wrong about the Lobby system, the menu's and the font was fine. Why fix it? Bloody Alaplaya have been killing S4 League since Patch 7. The idiots... I had to unstall that after about 15 minutes. )

I need something to grip me into playing. But i cant seem to find that. AeonRO kinda tickles me out of curiosity but thats a RP server. And i don't know if i could be arsed with the whole "Roleplay" thing. There are other servers which are low rate and i'm not sure if i want to try them. Trying to download them when they are stationed in North America can be a pain due to slooooooooooooooow download speeds.  Just so many reasons why i cant seem to get back into Ragnarok Online. I guess having friends helps.

Anyway. That's my rant done for tonight. Catch you all later. :3

Hey People, Just a quick little update here. Since i haven’t gotten the chance to update this in a bit.

I have some good news, I am finally free from the (loose) shackles of Exams. Loose meaning i only had three to do. But, they where still exams and they where quite important to me, Well... The Graphics was more important since i want to get somewhere with that. But, the good news is that I’ve done my exams for 6th year in high school, and hopefully i should be going to collage...

That's if any of them decide to give me another interview... Which i am still waiting for word. I'd be doing Digital Media in Collage, that's what i picked. But by the looks of it I’ll have to start from a low level and work my way up. The Interview i had back in may ended up with me getting passed on for a lower level for Computer Arts and Design, Must had been the Folio of my normal drawings that caused the women to go "I Think you'd be better at the lower level". almost instantly... Still got a long way to go i suppose. But, that collage hasn’t bothered to reply to me about this 3rd interview yet...

Recently, just after that interview. I decided to get a Graphics Tablet. I got myself a Wacom Bamboo Tablet out of the recommendation of a worker at the computer shop, I've been slowly getting used to this Radical thing. And i got myself Paintshop SAI around the same time too, out of the Recommendation of Naomii. Impressed with what she's showed me with her Tablet and SAI. I thought i could try and copy her. I just haven’t had much time with the stuff yet due to my exams. Doesn’t mean i haven’t. I got something in the pipeline and i got to masking it in colour. And then got carried away with gaming and revision. So expect me to turn a new leaf and maybe improve with my own skills.

The Love and Chaos Remake pages have been, to me anyway. Quite a sucess so far.  Most pages have gotten past 40 views at least. Which ain’t too bad. I still think i could advertise it more. So i think i might try and hunt down/join a few more RO groups and submit them though that. I think we have about 8 more pages to go and i should be done with it, at long last. Which means i can get back to updating the comic at Drunkduck. Don't know if its a good idea to break the habit of Calling Munak Monak when i go back to the Mainstream pages. I'll have to think about it.

Also thinking about it, I need to hunt me down a Ragnarok Server since i haven’t touched it in way over a year...

So yeah, Expect more pages and Expect some new fresh and shiny work from me. Im really tired from the Exam earlyer so i cant be bothered to write much else.

-Windy

(PS - And remember, if a rabbit/digimon/whateveritscalledidunnobutitlookslikesomething thing with ear rings asks a friend of yours to sign your name to something, Shoot the Bastard!)

Alright People, Hows it going?

For me its nearly the end of the Easter Holidays, And i haven’t done too much during that time apart from Gaming a lot and sleeping a lot. Been really enjoying my gaming right now with Vanquish and Ace Combat 6. I'm not much of a Pilot. But i can fly "decently" for a Newb. ("Decently" being "Not nose diving into the ground, The Sea, or Crashing into a Building, Ship, Tree Giant Bomber that spam's missiles or that Exploding B52 bomber that i just shot down... Okay, that last bit actually happens. As well as the Crashing.), So i don’t exactly "fail". I've kinda gone a bit off Mabinogi but thats only due to not having much to do.

Wish i had Portal 2, Quite interesting in buying that. Might trade in Crysis 2 for it. (Really, That could had been so much better. And im not much of a PC gamer.)

Drawing wise ive only done one thing, I will get back to drawing since ive had a brain wave with ideas with involved me typing stuff, a lot of stuff. Besides, i need to get more stuff done for that Portfolio for my Computer Arts and Design. And i should be alright for that.

Been thinking about maybe getting a tablet and a different paint program. For Sprites and such, like my comics. Paint.net is what i prefer since i'm just used to it. But when it comes to trying to do Line art and colouring, it just doesn’t feel right. I might have been persuaded to get that Paintshop SAI. Naomii's been using it for the past week or so and the work she's came out with has been amazing.

Speaking of Naomi, I've been trying to persuade her to make a Deviant Art account, Since her work has been getting more awesome and more awesome... Buuuuut i've had no luck yet. She's still reluctant not to get one due to being "Lazy". And every time i say "Nao, Get a Deviant Art >:3" im greeted with "Nyuuuu o_e". I will get her to make one sooner or later, Even if it means having to Sample more of her work on my page to show her that people are interested with her work. (And before some people say it. As far as i am aware, Im pretty sure her work is more original and less traced from someone elses work in say, a How to draw manga book or something.), I will get the Naochu to make her own Deviant Art! >_<' (That is why its called "Operation: Get a Fawking Deviant Art!)

But she is an awesome person... ("Nyuuuuuuuuu!" "Are :3" "Nyuuuu >_<'" /herewegoagainwithanothetennismatch) , ive nearly known her for a year now... Come the end of June, Yeah that will be one year... o_e'

Anyway, There will be more LAC updates. And more work from me. See you guys later. :3

Hey People, Just a quick update about the Chapter 1 Remake/Extension of my Rangarok Online Comic: Love and Chaos. And with that, I have some good news.

With March the 8th slowly creeping across, I have made a decision that i will start uploading these pages into Deviant Art very soon. So far i have made about 22 pages. But that should give me enough space time to create the remaining pages. With those, i havent decided how many pages i will be acually doing. Its taken me about 22 pages to get to like, Half way though page 8 of the original pages. So, in a way. Im pretty close.

It could be that i upload a page every day, or 3 pages every Friday, saturday and sunday. Ive not thought that far yet. People in Guardians of Ragnarok will also see it being updated as i'll link those pages to the guild thingy.

Anyway guys, Stay tuned to that. The Remake/Extension pages will be coming very soon. :3

Well, ive been meaning to do something here. I know that i was all "Oh because its the new year, im going to update more!" but that hasnt happend. I've just had so much shite in my mind. Due to school for the most, and other things. I cant draw when i have crap like school in my mind. So that kinda sucks. But, aswell as school. Ive just been busy gaming and being a lazy person in general...

I've just had my prelims for school, well... Kinda, I've done one subject so far for my Prelims and ive got another two to go, but those are later. The good news is that the most Pain in the Arse one is done, Modern Studies. Doing that as a Higher, as ive never done it before. Is a bit insane. Seeing that the first paper see's you doing 4 Essays in about a hour and a half. Thats at least 22 minutes each. Its quite strict and insane. And for me, By the time i got to the 4th essay. My mind went blank...

Dont know whats going to happen with that, But it shouldnt be anything to worry about. In the end of the day, i try my best. >_>

Lets just scrap that to do list untill i get my head in the clear more. As i mentioned before, I can draw much better when i have less things in my mind to worry about. Thats just because of me.

Oh, and to mention. I am slowly getting those pages of the Love and Chaos first chapter remake/extension done. Currently done 18 pages now, 18 pages just to get to page 6 if it was the Original pages. Things have been changed so it all flows better. And such.

You know, Im acually thinking to starting to upload them soon here. March 8 is near, Very Near. That would nearly be 3 years since i started Love and Chaos...

3 Bloody years!

...3 Bloody worth it Years, Let me tell you. :3

And we have uploaded two new drawings. Not bad for the near year so far. Im still trying to draw when i get a chance. So far thats alright. But when i do go back to school, Then i might have trouble finding time to start drawing.

Jezz, Trying to get my Computer back from the Computer guy a few days ago proved to be a bit pricey, I didnt mention anything about my computer buggering up in here, So i'll make this quick. On the Thursday before Christmas right. That happend to be my last day of school for the Holidays. Ive just been though 1 hour of a whole school assembly, With water dripping on me like if i was going though some Chinese Water Torture or something. And when i go back on. I though all my worries would be gone, I can get on the computer, Get on Mabi. And Brakedance some Skeletons for that hellish Rank 1 Windmill (Pro Tip for any who are playing on Mabinogi, Dont go for Rank 1 windmill unless your really brave, got plently of time, have patience of a god or really stupid, It takes too long and kinda feels not worth it half the time, and you will die a lot. To Rats. Truth.).

While doing that, My computer unexepiclty frozen. Didnt know why, But using common sense. I just pressed the reboot button and went on my merry way, But. Even though the computer went on, there was no signal on the monitor. It turns out that it wasnt the Graphics card that i thought was the problem. But the Mother Board. And i couldnt go to the Computer shop because he was away on holiday. Talk about picking your time to crash out. @_@

In all, it cost about £95. Of my own money... A bit annoyed with that still... This is why i hate computers sometimes, they end up breaking all the sudden like that. Im lucky i got away with my sprites folder, holding the Remake pages of Love and Chaos. I would had been Pissed if i lost all of those. ^^'

Although, Luckly i had a laptop i could Borrow. It wasnt as powerful as my computer, And i was unable to do stuff i wanted to do. I would probery like a laptop. But, it would have to meet my requirements if i wanted to buy one. One being that it should be able to Multi Task.

Anyway, Enough Computer talk. Its going to give me a sore head. Im still open for requests, Just use your common sense. ^^

---Request List---

- (Open)
- (Open)
- (Open)
- (Open)
- (Open)
- Naomii's Request is done - [link]

---To Do List---

Deviant Art stuff in General

- Update ID (In my mind)
- Update Love and Chaos Advertisement
- Make a Organised Journal layout (When im not lazy)
- Sort out the Gallery Folders, They are still in a mess to be honest.
- Do requests from people to get my drawing Mojo Back (Currently Underway)

Love and Chaos stuff

- Start Submitting the remake pages, as well as continue to do them until the remake chapter is finish.
- Start on Chapter 8 at last in Drunkduck. (Might take a while)
- Perhaps actually draw some of the Characters from Love and Chaos? Ive only drawn one thing from Love and Chaos and that was when i started. (In consideration)

- Maybe talk about how Love and Chaos came about and such?

Project Gunslinger stuff

- Draw the Royale Gunslinger Unit characters again. I think i need to update them again and make them more original. Some look kind of the same to me.
- Draw Other characters, such as Angel, Hall and Rei Frank. As well as characters not yet introduced yet.
- Start writing some more concept. (Might have to do that all from scratch again, lost the stuff when my computer got wiped... again >_>')

- Maybe talk about how Project Gunslinger came about and whats it all about and stuff?

Other Drawing stuff

- Draw a gender bended verson of Windy, As i mentioned from Before (Still want to do.)

- Draw a rat from Mabinogi... With a difference. (Clue, These buggers are the most dangerous of enemy's to a Windmiller. I can explain later)

- Learn to do line art and colour pictures with Paint.net. I want to start colouring but i don't know where to begin... >_<

Alright people, how is it going?

Im not going to rant about the snow as much as last time, Im not feeling unwell unlike the last time i done my journal here. The snow's came back and its like its just dumped the snow over night like a cartoon.

Christmas is near, only like 5 days to go since you'll be all reading this tomorrow, And in the off chance of me not updating this Journal in Christmas, May i give out a Early Christmas to everyone. ^^

I've been thinking about 2011. And the lack of drawing i have done this year. Well, 23 submissions this year isn’t too bad, Since i have been busy with school, and gaming... As well as being lazy. I did say i was going to change a few things in my page, Update them if you will... Such as my ID and the Love and Chaos advertisement. But it just hasn’t came in my mind. Im going to try and make 2011 pretty busy art wise. So i'm doing a to do list for... say the first three months of 2011, None of this new year resolution shite that you only keep for one year... since we're all crap with those, Lets be honest.

As well as this, what i'm going to do is put this to do list in all my journals so i can remind and update myself on what i've done. I'm being a little organised here... Perhaps too much, things can change if its a bit too tight for me. I need freedom and time to think. ^^'

As well as this, Since it is Christmas, and the new year being so close. I'm going to ask for requests to do again. Since im bored and i want to get my drawing mojo back. Same rules as before like last time. Just use your common sense when asking for requests. We will have a few slots open. So feel free to fire a request at me, even if you happen to stumble across my page and having a quick look at my work. I can open more slots if there's a unexpected demand, I ain’t expecting many though.

---Request List---

- (Open)
- (Open)
- (Open)
- (Open)
- (Open)
- My friend Naomii wants me to draw me and her in Mabinogi, so that's one slot closed. xD

---To Do List---

Deviant Art stuff in General

- Update ID
- Update Love and Chaos Advertisement
- Make a Organised Journal layout
- Sort out the Gallery Folders, their a mess to be honest.
- Do requests from people to get my drawing Mojo Back

Love and Chaos stuff

- Start Submitting the remake pages, as well as continue to do them until the remake chapter is finish.
- Start on Chapter 8 at last in Drunkduck.
- Perhaps actually draw some of the Characters from Love and Chaos? Ive only drawn one thing from Love and Chaos and that was when i started.

- Maybe talk about how Love and Chaos came about and such?

Project Gunslinger stuff

- Draw the Royale Gunslinger Unit characters again. I think i need to update them again and make them more original. Some look kind of the same to me.
- Draw Other characters, such as Angel, Hall and Rei Frank. As well as characters not yet introduced yet.
- Start writing some more concept.

- Maybe talk about how Project Gunslinger came about and whats it all about and stuff?

Other Drawing stuff

- Draw a gender bended verson of Windy... Yep, that's in my mind thanks to Anti-Mulk ([link])
- Draw a rat from Mabinogi... With a difference. (Clue, These buggers are the most dangerous of enemy’s to a Windmiller. I can explain later)

- Learn to do line art and colour pictures with Paint.net. I want to start colouring but i don’t know where to begin... >_<

Allright People? Hows it going?

I feel like shit right now, Excuse my swearing. I got a heck of a headache, I feel kinda old around the hands and chest. And a few other not so nice things. At least that gives me a few more days out of school. We shouldnt be going to school in this weather at all.

Scotland is in a bit of a standstill right now, We aint swedish, or russian. You wonder how they cope with snow worse than ours. When there's snow in Britain. Most of the entire country grinds to a absolute halt. I dont think it was too bad last year. This year in the otherhand. The snow is acually good enough to keep you away from school. Surprising, Since this is my last year in Highschool. I have been blessed with the good old snow day. Monday was quite bad. Bad enough to shut down pretty much all secondary and primary schools, and community centers and all that good stuff. (Or bad). It was the same on tuesday... Although the snow started the clear up a bit. We where still off. Yesss

Wednesday, thats today. The snow was worse than monday. The Forth Road Bridge for example was closed this morning due to whiteouts and sudden down pours of snow. Airports are also hit hard, They wont be open till tomorrow at least. So, its pretty much worse than on Monday...

The Kicker? 4th, 5th and 6th years have to tackle the cold and the snow and go to school in Edinbrugh. (Where i live.) Yet everywhere else is shut around our area. And whats more stupid is that the Primary school next to us, Where the kids are much younger than us. They have to go to school in this weather as well. Yet not the First, Second and Third years in our school? What's all that about?

Even the teachers in our high school where like "Why are you all here?!", The only adult in the school who thought this was a good idea was the Head Teacher of course. Saying this is a Oppitunty for sucess or some stupid shite like that. Its just getting more and more what the fuckish. Now, Luckly i've been feeting light headed and such since i woke up today. To be honest, I shouldnt have tried to go to school in my condition, Its just a waste of time and energy. Particulary if the snow is worse than on monday.

Thats that rant over and done with. Just had to get it out of my system.

Anyway, i suppose people are wondering if there's any new drawings or such. Ive not had my mind set on drawing, or the Love and Chaos Chapter 1 Remake pages. With that we are at page 10, and then ive not seen much of a chance to do any more pages. I'd thought i'd be done with them by the new year but it doesnt look like that. As for the Mainstream pages in Drunkduck (If anyone care's about that here.), I havent started on them next. People are wondering if the comic is dead. No it isnt. I'm having more of a long break untill i get the remake pages done.

I dont know if i'll be drawing, i havent had any idea's yet... Give me a chance and i'll get drawing again. ^^

If you want to read on the My Kind of Girl thing, That Gen Tagged me with. Here is the link ^^ : [link]

Here's a quick wee update, We are finally going to get some more concept for Project Gunslinger , Two Rough Scenes and Two new Gunslingers of the Royale Corperation! (Which are rather old, about a month or so old. I never bothered uploading them since i was lazy)

Enjoy the update, i dont really have much to say today. ^^'