(Or, how I completely suck at updating and thats going to bite me on the ass in the future)
Hey people, Im still here. I just have been... busy... with.... well... stuff...
I cant say that with a straight face, really. So i'm going to be honest here, For the past few months, say May i think, or just before May. I pretty much left High School, apart from having exams to go to on June. I had pretty much left school. After i finished my exams in June i was finished entirety as i had done those exams and was now on my extended summer holidays...
Now, here lies the problem. School takes up a large portion of your younger days. You get up at the same time, you go to school for most of the same time. You have this "Structure" that you don't quite notice until you leave school for good. Because you had something to do (Maybe not the most satisfying thing since school can be boring if your not interested with what's being taught) you had that Structure. This helped with my updating to be honest. Now, "School" has recently just started in Scotland. And do you know what?
Yeah, i miss it. I miss having that structure, But as much as i miss being at school, I wouldn't want to go back to high school since i want a fresh start, and maybe earn myself a fricking social life that i'd want. Trying to get into Collage however has been a massive pain in the ass.
I never thought i'd say i miss school a few months ago, but its funny how irony works that way. If it is Irony.
Hopefully things will change and I'll get into collage and then I'll get that structure i miss. I'm just haven't had the motivation to do anything artistic due to having nothing to do... (Plus, when it comes to Love and Chaos. I'm not feeling exactly "motivated" to do that until Drunkduck becomes more stable. And what would be the point of updating if not many people would notice i've updated? How would i get new readers if it doesn't show up as a new update in the front page?)
Just bare with me when it comes to updates. Alright? Love and Chaos will start to get updated when i feel is the right time. But its not quite that time just yet.
Mood: Not Impressed
Listening to: Nothing...
Reading: Gunslinger Girl Manga
Playing: Halo Reach, Demon Souls, Borderlands